Sunday, 7 April 2013

A thank you to my ex-boyfriend!

It's been one month since I left home, on a mission to get a new perspective and patch up my broken heart. I can honestly say that deciding to come on this trip was the best dession that I have ever made.   Within a week of arriving in Thailand I began to forget the shit things that happened in the months before, I began to think about him less and less, until I stopped thinking about him at all.  Now the only time I think about him is when I think about how lucky I am to be here, doing what I'm doing... Partying, meeting all these amazing crazy people, experiencing things I never would of had the chance had we not broken up.  In a way, I owe him nothing, but in another way, I owe him everything.  By turning out to be the selfish, hurtful prick that he did, he gave me a second chance to get out there and make the most of my life.  I was almost one of those 'settled down' people, the people who have found the person and place that they will spend the rest of their lives with.  I realise now that I'm way to young, curious and ambisous for that.  I need to go do, I need to go see! ...and now I have the chance, I'm doing it, I can do it, and I'm actually good at it!

Thank you ex-boyfriend, for been the biggest disappointment of my life. 

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